What is the meaning of this nightmare?!?

You have lost something that consummed your everyday life and it is like death. Like having stage 4 cancer, going through chemo and radiation, having blood work drawn every week for nearly a year and surviving. Then treatment is over and they say you won't have to come back but for your regular checkups. Well I missed my doctors and all the care and attention I received. Also from many family and friends. But then it was over. Soooo blessed to be alive and well! But still a big void I had to fill. And I did. I cherished everyday as if it were my last and learned to live cancer free. Look forward Graduate your whole life is in front of you. Cherish the memories of school and days gone by but move forward, keep looking ahead not behind you. You have accomplished and acheived more than most. You to are soooo very blessed. Live, Laugh and Love. That type of dream will pass.